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Return of My Musical Mood

Ssup Guys,

Here comes my another blogpost .. I know I always promise to keep updating this blog regularly and I’ve failing to do so constantly.

Honestly Speaking I am writing this post at 3 am in a long winter night. Somehow I feel good atm ,Perhaps The reason being I am feeling very musical.It’s been quite a while and I am kind of deprived of Good music . I was bored of listening to the same songs again and again , I thought of taking a short break due to my inability to set myself a good playlist filled with some nice new music .

This night I thought of listening to “The Fray”, “One Republic” & “Thriving Ivory” again (Thanks to “The Vampire Diaries S01E01″ ). The episode had great music of my choice so I finally ended up listening to a playlist on and Believe me it made by night :D

I can feel my musical mood returning tonight and The iPhone and my in-earphones feel so great atm. I was constantly hating them for unable to deliver me good sound :P It wasn’t the case though I realised finally.

Anyways I think that’s it for now . This post is way too random Believe me.

Cheers !
#nowplaying The Fray – Heartless

Here goes the lyrics Its such a nice song.
In the night I hear ‘em talk, the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so heartless?

How could you be so cold?
As the winter wind when it breeze yo
Just remember that you talkin’ to me though
You need to watch the way you talkin’ to me though

I mean after all the things that we’ve been through
I mean after all the things we got into
Yo, I know of some things that you ain’t told me
Yo, I did some things but that’s the old me

Now you wanna get me back and you gon’ show me
So you walk around like you don’t know me
You got a new friend, I got homies
In the end it’s still so lonely

In the night I hear ‘em talk, the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so heartless?

How could be so Dr. Evil?
You’re bringin’ out a side of me that I don’t know
I decided we weren’t goin’ speak so
Why we up 3 a.m. on the phone?

Why does she be so mad at me for?
Homie, I don’t know, she’s hot and cold
I won’t stop, won’t mess my groove up
‘Cause I already know how this thing go

You run and tell your friends you’re leavin’ me
They say that they don’t see what you see in me
You wait a couple months and you gonna see
You’ll never find nobody better than me

In the night I hear ‘em talk, the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so heartless?

Talk and talk and talk and talk
Baby let’s just knock it off
They don’t know what we been through
They don’t know ’bout me and you

So I got somethin’ new to see
You just gon’ keep hatin’ me
And we just gonna be enemies

I know you can’t believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can’t make it right
So I’ma take off tonight into the night

Hear ‘em talk, the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so heartless?

Hear ‘em talk, the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so heartless?

8 Dec 2012

Filling up the Past …


It’s been a long time since I wrote a blog post.Its partly due to my laziness,negligence and due to the lack of time :P (I know you didn’t expect that coming from me) .A lot has changed since.I finally managed to clear JEE and got an admission in India’s so knows best engineering college – Indian Institute of Technology , Delhi … I don’t want to go straight into details and will tell you about everything that happened since last blog post.(PS I don’t really remember what I wrote so let me read it first ).

So the last post appeared in February last year so here comes the next. After finally moving from Kota to Gwalior and not studying for the remaining 3 months I screwed up JEE 2011 Pretty bad but since I was prepared to drop out and study another year it didn’t really mattered me a lot but yes that was the first time in my life I realized how bad a failure is . I never had thought that I won’t even make it to the Merit list of 2011 , I knew I won’t get a good rank but I was sure that I would get selected but Life isn’t so predictable as we assume it to be that’s the most mysterious part about it.Nevertheless after failing for the first time and let my parents down I started again towards my ultimate goal of my life – JEE 2012 And one resolution I took up before starting that I will atleast complete all my pending Kota study material before appearing for the next JEE and guess what I quite adhered to that resolution(I know you guys won’t believe me but yes That’s true.)

One thing which really was helpful that my family and parents always supported me and they never asked me to get an admission in some other college . I really felt how determined they were to send me to an IIT.So I finally decided to take a unforeseen wise decision “Not going to Kota” and joining a local coaching institute in my city – named “Shikhar” and It proved to be really helpful. The environment was more healthy in terms of studies and that definitely helped me someway or the other. So I joined this institute and during the subsequent months I studied and studied without ever thinking about the past and trying to fix up my mistakes. and I was really confident to score a good rank in the next JEE.

I did good in my periodic tests there (4 in month compared to Kota’s system of 1 a month).I was in top 15 of resonance Correspondence and in top 100 of their AIR. So Give or take I was confident to get a rank of atleast 1000 in next JEE.

Anyways , Coming to the last 2 months of JEE I studied and studied with my friend “Aman Verma” . He was the one who kept me motivated and he always asked me to be regular which I was not I still think if I had listened to him I might have done better.

Still we both really worked hard last few months , and in the very last month we increased our study timings as well , One thing was good that we were not in stress which pretty soon changed . As the JEE kept coming close My stress levels increased and If you don’t know I suck under pressure .

I clearly can recall night Before JEE , I couldn’t sleep and I was so much in stress that I cried , broke things and begged to get me some sleep but couldn’t get one . Next day JEE Paper 1 didn’t go very well inspite of being an easy one but I really did good in the Paper 2 .

I was assured that I am now into IIT and I along with my other friends shared faces of joy. We all knew we did this , But among these there was one still disappointed face the same “Aman” which helped me study all through the year and the very well deserving candidate couldn’t clear JEE . He was sad really sad and I could very well feel that pain which comes out after doing so well round the year and didn’t live upto our expectations of my everyone.But I know he will rise a lot in his life . All the best dude.

May 18 – I kept refreshing result page all through the night and time 6:04 am , I was in faint sleep I saw a link titled “JEE 2012 Result” and my breath stopped for a minute, I entered my registration number and I saw a message “Congratulations…” .

I rushed all through my house telling everyone about my achievement .. the rank wasn’t upto my expectation but it still was not bad. Everyone was happy at my home except me and my mom , We both were disappointed a bit but nevertheless I made it to IIT.

Well , I think let’s leave the rest of the part and I will tell you about my life at IIT-D in my next blog post which I hope I will write soon.

and I want to thank my family , My parents,My teachers(Kurmi and Tiwari Sir) and especially my Mom who never let me loose hope .
Love you !!

#nowplaying Maroon 5 – Misery

27 Sep 2012

My new iPhone look :D

My new iPhone look :D
Do comment

19 Feb 2011

My Birthday

So it’s finally I’m back home . It’s been a month since I have arrived . I am studying quite well but It’s not like Kota that enthusiasm and the environment is quite missing . I am quite busy these days.

And it’s my birthday today . I remember last year I had come specially from Kota to Gwalior to celebrate my birthday . But I regret now I should have celebrated it with my friends more family there . I really miss them a lot . It was like my new family and I was very connected to them . I know I had always cursed Kota being there but really I just miss it lot soon and I’ll remember it for my life.

Overall my birthday was different from always . Quite peaceful though 2 of my very close friends didn’t wish me till 6pm but I now they are busy these days . I thank Vishwas and Anurag for dragging me to mall and make me feel it was my birthday . Unlike last year this time I wasn’t feeling my birthday . I don’t know maybe because its due to the stress of studies I’ve going through . Seriously doing revision sucks big time

Firstly the birthday was wished to me by my parents followed by Vishwas who hung me on phone for like 15 mins from 23:45 till 00:00 . Then it was my sister and the Nehra . And then it was Anurag and Jayesh . That night i had a long phone chat with Nehra :P costed me like 56rs balance DAMN!…and then at morning it was wished by my relatives and at evening arunika wished me somewhere around 7:30 … And then it was late Devika who wished me I gonna screw her for wishing me so late she is always full of excuses . Then it was followed by birthday cake :) I thanks my Chacha and Dad for such a wonderful cake it was yummy and awesome :D

And yeah I have done Salt Analysis almost 75% . I should say it was damn difficult and there is a lot to mug up but thankyou to VKJ sir’s mind map of cations it was great help for me to learn all important concepts .

Overall it was a good day not the greatest of all but yeah I was happy . :)

Time to leave friends
I wil keep blogging !
See you!
And do comment :)

#nowplaying Dabbang – Chori kiya re Jiya

Miss Kota <3 you all !

27 Jan 2011

Time’s less…

Hi there ,

First of all a very happy birthday to my dear sister – Mohini . Please forgive me for wishing you late by 45 mins . It would never happen again.

It had been while since I last blogged . Maybe because I have nothing to write , Its all as usual except the fact that JEE has now almost arrived and I got a lot to prepare . This year had not been the same I had thought . I am lacking that hardwork and the enthusiasm which I had before I don’t know why but I am really sort of pissed off . There is nothing much happening at the moment in my life . Though I see a good college life ahead ( atleast I can hope for best) .

I am missing my family( especially my cute little bro and two sisters ) and friends (Anurag , Jayesh , Ashwin , Ankit , Arunika , Vishwas , Devika ) a lot . I will see you soon guys . Love you all ;)

I have a phase test scheduled this sunday which has spoiled my weekend upto some extent . I am very glad for the fact that I would be at home in few days for the Diwali vacations .

I will meet all my friends … Which only added to my happiness . I have rearranged my room so it looks much more spacious and interestingly the new place of my table has only made me study more (lol) .

I would be meeting
my friends this diwali which is just great . I would have my Pc love it .

By the way I play guitar more frequently now . I have one of my junior who plays guitar too . We both enjoy weekends like this . Everyones good here . Chirag , Aditya , Harshal and me just have lot of fun (it includes studies) . We all have late night maggi feasts. It just feels great . We strive with hunger at night . I wonder why don’t I feel hungry during daytime .

Pranay has changed his pg . But we all miss you .

Anyways it time to go . I would again be writing soon . Till then take care and enjoy your life .

#nowplaying Coldplay – Yellow 

22 Oct 2010



31 Aug 2010

June ’10

Hi guys ,
first of all a few wishes :-

1. Happy aniversary to mom and dad – 5th may

2. Happy birthday – Arunika 3rd may

3. Happy birthday – Anurag aka Roju . 10 june

wish you all a happy life . Miss you guys a lot .
I am pretty pissed with my performance in the fortnightly tests . I am not just able to perform my best . I dont know but I have never felt so bad in my life ever . It just seems that I won’t get what I want for the first time in my life . But I wont just feel defeated .

About other things , I don’t know . My classroom pressure will be relieved on 27 hopefully 5 classes to 3 or something I guess . Its too hot here in kota .

I am finding studies interesting for first time in my life . Lets see what happens :-) next test is on this sunday .

Listening to : James Blunt – You’re Beautiful

Good night :-)

12 Jun 2010

A late update :-(

Hi guys ,
its been a while since I posted last .

The days have been so busy for me . I got like 8 hours of classes and a lot of homework these days :-( . I’ve made some changes to my schedule limiting my sleeping hours to 5 or 6 . I believe it is sufficient .

IIT result has recently been declared . This time it was very unexpected . I heard quite a few people complaining they didn’t get what they expected . I must say South India rocked this time . None of my Pg mate was selected in Iit . It was quite a celebrating moment for vibrant academy .

Moreover I am still not performing well in my internals . I FEEL bad but I am still working hard and hope to have a good performance in the near future .

29 May 2010

Unique test

So its been one month since I arrived Kota ever since my holidays . Holidays were fun . Just didnt utilise them very well :-( Missed few people a lot . So about Kota , I joined Vibrant academy this year . Believe me its better than Bansal Classes . The faculty here is much better . I feel good here :-)

My first test is tomorow . I have prepared a lot excluding Physical chemistry . I am bit nervous but lets see . My maths teacher told me that the paper would be tough but I am quite confident .

Maths – Limits and Continuity
Organic – Isomerism
Physics – Geometrical Optics
Physical Chemistry – Redox Reactions

Wish me luck :-)

1 May 2010

First post !

So I am here with my new blog . Actually my very first blog ! I have made several websites in last 4 years but didnt really tried for me . Though I am in kota the education city I have been successful in designing my blog through my Nokia s40 mobile thanks to nokia as well as opera mini :-)

I would like to thanks Ankit Agarwal ( ) and Nishant Vora ( ) for allowing me to host this website . Thanks to my friends Anurag , Arunika , Devika for always admiring my work :-) thanks to my family too :-D

The reason I am on this blog is unknown to me as well . Maybe its kota that made me write this blog to express my feelings

too be continued….

29 Apr 2010